almost lover

As promised in my previous post, here is the video for “Almost Lover” by A Fine Frenzy. It’s a great song with a really cool video that I got excited about every time it was on VH1 this fall (remember how exciting it used to be when your favorite song came on the radio? it was kinda like that). I’d like to dedicate this to all the good looking girls I’ve seen in coffee shops over the past few years who I never got the courage to say hello to…

Dare to HOPE

I had coffee with my friend Elizabeth a few days ago (actually, it’s been a lot more than a few days ago now, but I didn’t finish writing this until today; and actually (part II), I had tea–not coffee, but saying you had tea with a friend makes it sound like you’re in England and it’s the 19th century…p.s., try the Cinnamint tea at Caribou, it’s an herbal tea with no caffeine, so it’s afternoon safe, and it’s plenty sweet, even without sugar or honey). Anyway, Elizabeth and I hadn’t hung out for a while and, since we’ve both worked in churches for most of our “adult” years, we started our conversation the way we normally do, by solving all the church’s problems and agreeing that things would be a lot better if we were in charge. After about ten minutes in itsnevergonnahappenland, we started talking about life and where we thought/hoped God was leading us.

Somewhere around minute 60, our conversation turned to the topic of tree houses (I have no idea how that happened), and since we were just a few blocks from one of the coolest tree houses I have ever seen in real life–second only to the Swiss Family Robinson tree house I saw at Disney World when I was six–I suggested we go for a little drive. So we hopped in my Honda and checked out the tree house* I had been telling her about – which has something like four different levels, spiraling stairs and I think maybe even electricity in some of the “rooms” – like me, she was really impressed (not sure if she’s seen the Swiss Family Robinson one).

We drove around for a little while after that, continuing our random conversations and listening to music. I played her a few songs from a CD I got this fall by A Fine Frenzy (which sounds like it’d be the name of a group, but it’s actually just one girl). The song that most people know by her–from the radio–is “Almost Lover” (it was on my short list of “most listened to” songs this past summer and it has a really cool video…I should post that music video in case people haven’t seen/heard it, look for that to be up soon). One of the last songs on the album is called “Hope for the Hopeless” and it’s the song I’ve become the most attached to on the disc. Listening to the song got Elizabeth and I talking about the idea of hope, which is a biggie for not only Christians, but for anyone trying to make it through life in this crazy world. Liz mentioned a blog she wrote on her myspace page about hope and mentioned that “Hope” is probably going to be the theme of her next album (she is a musicican).

After our chilltime at the ‘Bou and the tree house-inspired car ride, I went home and decided to read her blog; it’s really good. When I saw her a few days later I asked if it would be okay if I shared it with people on anewdoxology. Her response was something like this, “For sure, as long as you tell them how great my music is and make sure they know they can listen to some of my songs on myspace or even go to my website (www.elizabethhunnicutt.com) to order CDs and find out where I’ll be playing.” She actually didn’t say all of that, but she did say it was cool to mention what she wrote and pass on a link. I added all the other stuff because I think it is true. Her music really is good and it has been a blessing in my life as well as many others who have seen her in concert, leading worship at churches, or have just listened to her CDs. Take a minute and jump over to Elizabeth’s myspace page to read her writing titled “Dare to Hope,” and if you’re interested, listen to a few of her songs and maybe even check out her website to learn more about a wonderful Minneapolis artist.

*Out of respect for the people who live in the house with the yard in which the tree house exists, I am intentionally not mentioning where it is located. Some of you may already be familiar with the tree house I’m writing about, but if you really really really want to know where it’s at and promise to be respectful if you go to look at it, email me and maybe I’ll give you the info (hint: it’s just off Hwy. 100).

realization through Conversations

I went to the Sara Groves CD release concert tonight. Sara is one of my favorite artists and she happens to be from Minneapolis. It was a great show. She played songs from her new album (“Tell Me What You Know”) and plenty of great songs from her past albums, she also told stories from the last few years of her life (including the recent birth of her daughter and a life-changing trip to Rwanda, both of which have influenced her music). Something I have always appreciated and found refreshing about Sara’s music is its raw honesty about life and faith, and although I have seen her in concert before and have been a fan of her music for several years, while singing along with her songs tonight (either in my head or out loud) I found myself hearing the lyrics for the first time (you’d think I would have heard them before if I had them memorized, right?). I have heard people talk about separating the words from the music, but I never thought that I did this. I realized tonight that I had been missing out on some great stuff in the music of one of my favorite artists. The song that helped me realize this is called “Conversations”; here are the lyrics that I had somehow never heard…

“I would like to share with you what makes me complete. I don’t claim to have found the Truth, but I know it has found me. The only thing that isn’t meaningless to me is Jesus Christ and the way he set me free. This is all that I have. This is all that I am.”

How could I have missed this? I wonder what else I haven’t been hearing in the music I listen to. I get so caught up in things that I think are important. I look at what I have and think one of two things, either I have it all or I need more. In either extreme – depending on when I last bought the new “it” thing – I have ascribed meaning to things that are actually quite meaningless (shoes, iPods, cars –> the older I get, the more expensive they become). I have wasted too much of my life claiming to have found the truth or at least knowing where to find it (and it usually has a price tag attached). I like to think that I am complete, but tonight, while sitting in one of the back rows at a concert, I heard someone sing about what makes her complete, and the Truth of her words found me and helped me realized (once again) that the only thing that isn’t meaningless to me—the only thing that makes me complete—is Jesus Christ and the way his death set me free. This really is all that I have. It’s all that I am, and if I am really honest, it is all that I need (I don’t actually need any of that other stuff, I just really want it and I trick myself into believing it will somehow make my life more meaningful). I would like to thank Sara Groves for her beautiful words that I have been singing for years but finally heard (for the first time) tonight. I think it’s probably like this with God and us most of the time; it may seem like we hear what God is trying to say and often we can even repeat back the lines that we have memorized (prayers, creeds, Bible verses), but we still haven’t heard what God is really saying. I am not sure how it happens or what we can do to ensure that we hear God (and to be honest, I don’t actually believe we do anything, God pretty much does it all), but I think our best option is to open ourselves up to God’s Word and trust that it will find us (and then pray that we will have ears to hear it).

Want some free music?

Are you looking for a legal way to download good music for free? Do you want to learn about new music, but can’t afford to do more research than listening to 30 second previews on iTunes? Well I can’t guarantee this will fulfill all three qualifiers (legal, good, free), but I just discovered a new place to download music for free and I think most of the songs offered are pretty cool (e.g., Derek Webb, Matt Wertz, David Crowder Band, Phil Wickham and Sara Groves) – and it is all free and legal. Check out Relevant Magazine’s music download page to listen and/or download songs from their podcasts. For PC users, clicking on the “Download MP3” link next to each song will open a new window with a media player to play the song, if you want to download the song, right-click the same link and then “save links as.” For Mac users, sorry I don’t speak your language, so you’ll have to figure it out on your own.

Also, if you’re not familiar with Relevant, take a look around their site, it’s a cool magazine and the website is just as good. I recently subscribed to the print-version and it isn’t very expensive (like $12 for the year). It has become a regular in my three magazine rotation (SI, ESPN, Relevant). Relevant’s tagline is “God. Life. Progressive Culture.” Check it out at relevantmagazine.com